To Be Loved

all a girl wants is to love, and to be loved in return

  • 30th April
    2012
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One of my coworkers asked why I always stand with my arm over my stomach. I said I don’t know I just feel comfortable like that. I hope people don’t think I’m pregnant.
I just realized that I stand like that because I feel like I’m not complete. I hated Bella in New Moon but I’m starting to understand that feeling of missing a part of yourself and feeling like you have to psychically hold yourself together or you’ll fall apart. It’s not a good feeling especially because the piece that’s missing is soo toxic. But I’ve gotten so used to it being there that my body feels like it needs it. Not all the time, but every once in a while when I let my mind wonder I let the memories come back and they overtake my whole self and all the different emotions come back and I feel like I might explode. Even in our worst moments together I never felt as bad as those outburst make me feel. How do I train my mind not to miss you? I could never forget you nor do I want to but I have to be able to move on because I know that I deserve better. But then again what’s better than a soulmate. Just because it’s not perfect doesn’t mean it’s not right.I guess there’s really not a good answer for that huh.

  • 7th January
    2011
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  • 7th January
    2011
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this is my prom dress that i recently became re-obsessed so i need to find a place to wear it soon because i LUV IT.

this is my prom dress that i recently became re-obsessed so i need to find a place to wear it soon because i LUV IT.

  • 7th January
    2011
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No relationship is perfect, ever. There are always some ways you have to bend, to compromise, to give something up in order to gain something greater…The love we have for each other is bigger than these small differences. And that’s the key. It’s like a big pie chart, and the love in a relationship has to be the biggest piece. Love can make up for a lot.
Sarah Dessen(This Lullaby)
  • 7th January
    2011
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You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She’s not perfect - you aren’t either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don’t hurt her, don’t change her, don’t analyze and don’t expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she’s not there.
Bob Marley
  • 7th January
    2011
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  • 29th December
    2010
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  • 29th December
    2010
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  • 29th December
    2010
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Just like a star across my sky
Just like an angel off the page
You have appeared to my life
Feel like I’ll never be the same
Corinne Bailey Rae-Just Like A Star
  • 29th December
    2010
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